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Site Layout: S6. DespairandHope Browser: Neutral Resolution: 1024 x 768 XIIAOECSTACY★  CELEST;Xiiao Ecstacy★ is my BIGBIG name ima officially 14 "} to Melvin NKW On 130209 01:51am i can embarrass you infront of random people, i can laugh like there's no tomorrow. acting BIG totally turn's me OFF. totally have no life and i think that they are a sinner. i dont believe in happy ending. i think that sometimes it's fortunate to not know alot of things. freedom&piercings is what ii yearn for msn • friendster • SONG 我還是不懂 - alin WISHLIST★ re-pirece lip★ FREEDOM <3s★ First Month anni<3s★ Last long with bi <3s:}★ no more arguements with gans★ get back my handphone soon★ my own room★ be closer tuhh brothers★ PINK,WHITE,BLACK,GREY Polo Tee★ Rants★ don't spam . tyvm★ Dont Go★
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okehs . back for postinq . ii actually went for detention . thats qood ! im always qood . never once ii skip detention(unless dont have blue form(hopinq that tcher has forgotton that he/she has given me detention . =D)) argued with daddy as in mr linq . he ownself say 2-4 then aftermath theres this teacher th d&t short &fat teacher say its 215-415 then ii said mr linq said it was 2-4 then when daddy came in we ask he said who say 2-4 one . then ii was like -.- you say want whats ! then he say ii qot say mehs ? detention is 230-430 . then ii already dulan cause told mommy 4 then later go back late she kp me aqains . so arqued and yes in th end ii was let out at 4 . walked home alone . loney aye ? bohbian . but alriqhts luhs . lols . had a lil arugement with TC . was damn dulan cause .. that was in th niqht . well ii dont know what to say . and ii somehow made him very luan today . when ii said ii dont want him . and whatever messaqe he sent my reply was bye ! .. ii know that was beinq bad . but aftermath ii told him ii was just jokinq and stuff like that . and yeaps . everythinqs back to normal =D that was rouqhly some post about yesterday . nothinq much happen today luhs . just woke up look around no people . looks like niqht cause ii quess perhaps its qonna rain pretty soon . after bloqqinq friendster . aftermath tie hair &off to daddys shop . thats all for today toddles ! date of th post : 310109 3:41pm backback . sorry ferhh not posting ferhh a number of days . dint have th mood . kinda emo-ed in class after recess . tml have check on handphones people please hide your phones properly . unless yours no camera . stupid aiites ? cannt use camera phone . like stupid luhs . neverminds . hey girl , stop going around and say this and that your boyf luhs . then ii go ask that person that person say you not th stead . then anyhow take CY phone and message him faking that you're your own boyf and scold my dumb . funfair uhs ? go die luhs yous . and you dint even ask CY ferhh his permission to use his phone and message luhs . bu yao lian nehsx yous . kaosxsx . the pass few days have been watching brown sugar macchiato . finish watching alr . now wanna watch 18 jin bu jin . aftermath watch kungfu macchiato . iilovewangzii ! hahah . lols . kinda lame aye ? gonna watch 18 jin bu jin later at night . shuan say its niice . ii wanna watch cause got bbt hah . lols . tml got detention siiansx . 2 hours of detention mansx . ask daddy suspend me he dont want . walaos then must make me sit down in that stupid class ferhh 2 hours . no sleeping no doing nothing if not add time . double you tee eff luhs . stupid school . shag .well shall stop here . tak kaires ciaos toddles =D date of th post : 290109 5:55pm ii cant seem to get to sleep recently . ii have too much to think of . and every step ii take , ii have to think of alot of things . this aint what ii was last time . what th hell just exactly happen to me ? last time was just do luhs . dont care . now leys , everything ii do ii'll think . and nowadays things aint getting better . as in like ii never do anything why will all this effing things happen ? gahs . or like what HE say i'm just too tired of this kind of things . and wish to put them all down but cant so ii kept thinking about them ? ii dont think th prob lies with you . its me . maybe ii've high expectations about you , and you dint meet them . are all your care&concern from th bottom of your heart ? girl , thanks ferhh letting me know you abhor me . and im here to tell you ii noneed you to like or love me . i abhor you too ! AHHHHHHHHH !!!!! ii feel like crying this few nights , but ii cant find anymore reason for myself to cry over you ... ii think ii should stop here . HAPPY (NIU) YEAR TODDLES ! date of th post : 260109 11:26pm i'm starting ot think alot . &ii guess you dint win my trust after many effing things that iive see . and ii just get to see another one . gahs neverminds . ii should have take th first step out , its okehs . ii dont really care . just dont make me see another one . lalalas . what exactly am ii thinking . ii dont even trust him ?! thinking alot agains . end up one whole big bunch of fucking shit . that iive to find lame excuses to bluff myself for you aye . dont think its fair for me luhs . and after its th same old excuse i'm gonna find it for you . ii dont have time for you and thats th result of things i've see . i'm back to th old me . always thinking to much . just dont know what ii wanna you be . haiihs . neverminds . suan luhs . enuff of sad stuffs . i'm wishing every single reader . A advance happy chinese new year . have fun during th hols . tak kaiires &dont get sick .... not forgeting about ive no mc ferhh th camp . ii rather get SUSPEND OUTTA SCHOOL . than having a effing detention . and what ii mean is suspend outta school ¬ suspend outta class . if suspend outts class ii might as well go ferhh detention . date of th post : 250109 3:40pm boreddd . todays second day of camp . later they'll be having camp fire . ii want go just for th camp fire only . ii dont want th others . thats why ii never go . hehs . ii think ii'll skip th brochure thing for th camp . cause ii never go then ii dont know what th hell is going on . so just let th other from my group got go do . but i'll still get th marks . hehe . thankyous usual cliques(boys) including eleen ((: hms .. ii woke hubby up at 12midnight yesterday . hohos . sowiies uhs . dint mean to wake him up luhs . just ii dont know why ii cant get to sleep . so decided to text him . and ii actually woke him up . what th hell . then he fell in sleep in school . sowiies hubby ! loveyous ! tonight ii shall let hubby sleep¬ disturb him even if ii cant get to sleep . hehs . how good of me aye ? lols . -.- fuckk my mommy luhs . everytime say untill very ehhsaii . in th end leys POS ! say want takle three days mc ferhh me . ferhh th stupid camp . then now leys take shit uhs . whatever shit also boh chap ! knn luhs . wahhlann ehhs . ii already say ii dont want to have detention in 2009 leys . but now leys ? bohbiians . anyways i'm all ready ferhh that 2 hours of detention . but cause mama sheri&mr ling daddy . knows what happen . hopefully they dont give me any detention . well ii shall stop here . go tie hair thens go daddy shop & text hubby . his still in school . pathetic him . i'm washing my hands of you . want get into more fights&taiijii . go ahead . although ask dumb to help me take care you . its only verbal sayings . neverminds . forget about it . heng ii never ... rather ii guess its a good chioce that iive made to leave you . being with you only make me worry alots . cause you keep getting yourself into troubles . ii cant even get to sleep peacefully . making me worry is all you know . goodbye love . haiihs .. date of th post : 22012009 3:51pm GAMEOVER (!) ii abhor you for telling me after so long . [perhaps] ii abhor you for doing this to me . ii have tons to say but now its over , means it over . never go camp . after blogging go pompom . then go daddys shop alr . 5 more days to CNY (!) 210109 8:15am will always be remembered ! date of th post : 210109 8:45am currently in scool labby . havent finish work but then sibei siiansx so skipped . next week then ask CY help me do . hehes . suppose to meet bi yesterday but he CMI , dont know got what thing . so neverminds . then wanted to meet him today . dumb got taiiji . so cant agains . haiihs .. must wait until next thursday then can meet again nehsx . neverminds . but dont know weather he can anorts . cause now he have Mc dont know how many days then boh go school . II DONT KNOW want go camp anorts tml . never go must take three days Mc nehsx . causecause if only got one day mc second day of camp must go back school , do work , untill school end then can go home . siiansx siiansx siiansx . must force MOMMY to buy three days Mc . dont know can anorts . fuck this school luhs . knn . never go jiu no need go alr luhs . why this school so fuck th . kns !!!! well ii shall stop here . go home if got time then post agains . buhhbyes . CIAOS toddles :> date of th post : 20012009 1:08pm things aint going real good for th two of us . also dont know why . ii dont feel his love anymore . and guess we are drifting apart . or perhaps ima just thinking too much . which ii dont think so . CNY coming ii understand that you have alot trainings and chu shi . but at least at night peii me muhs . lols . now most of th time ii have dumb to peii me ! ha . tyvm dumb . ((: hope after cny everything will be back to normal buhs . loveloves . ii dont know whta to post . later have yew keng . nort going , tml havehave school . hohos . not going for camp toos ! no mc . mommy wrote letter. ii think . gonna miss all th fun but its okehs . swtheart they all also not going accept for huimin . shaq luhs she alone . hehs . XD alter yew keng got come daddy shop here . got 7 lions , 8 fishes , 1 dragon . and some gods . wellwell ii shall stop here . im still tired though ii just wake up . guess wont be sleeping so early tonight . not going camp = 8 days of hols . gahgahs ! date of th post : 180109 3:42pm iiloveDCKH ! <3s sowiies for ignoring my blog for this few days . as my stupid time table sux . Tues ii pon cca . with eleen then meet bi and his friend . then somethings happened . zzzs . after cca when back thot everything will be fine . but who knows its not like ii expect . so things turn out th other way round . mommy said something since you love him so much . because of him you dont mind getting scold and whack why dont you marry him . lols . ii was like if can no problem ha . lols . zzzs . nothing much happen in school today . dint do sci homework . stupid light sauce ask all those nehh do one go outta class . so around 10 or maybe even more was outside . and we made a hell lot of noise . sweethearts phoney was confisacted . tried helping her to get back . but all my effort was in vain . stupid light sauce dont want return . neverminds . sweetheart you got so many spare phones scare whats ? one month niiahs . very fast pass one luhs . ii think ii shall stop here . i'll die tml . sobs . that why today nomood . sorry people if ii scold you for no reason . was only nomood whne coming to th end of school . seeyuhhs toddles . XD date of th post : 150109 5:51pm back for posting . currently in school labby . meeting bi later with his friend . happyhappy . iilovehim to th max . ima uber effing hyper now . dont know why . thanks to somebodys boyfriend . ha . keep shouting like free like that . finish doing my coursework . iimissmissyou luhs . now throat painpain luhs . kns . bored bored bored . siiansx siiansx siiansx . men men men . bi pon his schoold agains . last min . he peii friend . his school rules almost th same as us luhs . but ours sux more . at least they cann use whatever phone they wants . we cant even use a camera phone . double you tee eff aiites ? knn . fuck th principal upside down inside out uhs . haha . stop here luhs . dont know what to post date of th post : 12012009 1219pm its 530 in th morning nows . later in class sure die . comfirm fall asleep wants . ii dont know why ii just sleep . and ima yawning like theres no tml now . finish blogging thens go pompom los . aftermath wake second brother up thens off to daddys shop . thens back home to take bag and tatas off to school . BORING ! ha . no more phone sessions with bi during recess . sobs . his going to school today ! around 7 plus(ii think) bi was discharged . and he went home . meeting bi later . hope nothing happen . cause he has to rush down from hougang which were his school is . lalablabla ~ lols .. tml how ? want or dont want ? want tio cot finish . very difficult then win back parents th trust . so fast wanna spoil it agains ? if dont want later bi sad . how ? zomg . i'll be a good girlfriend from now . i'll try . ha . no more heart break things gonna happen . i'll try to stop all this things of happening , but ii dont think ii can predict th future so ... okehs luhs ii shall stop here . post quie long also . off to pompom alr . buhhbuaiix toddles . iilovebibi ! 060109 , 11:37am date of th post : 120109 5:37am hohos ! back for second post ! bi's op was sucessful . but his in pain nows . cries * ii miss him lotslots luhs . dont think his going to school tml . ii have school . later maybe going bro's sintua . maybe not . if never go i'll be a good baby and peii bi talk on phone . hehs . =/ ii suddenly very happy luhs . from yesterday noght owrry untill now . thens heng nothing happen . iiloevhim deepdeep luhs . gahs ! wellwell what should ii post . peoples read and tag my blog luhs . tag with sth good . nothing good thens save th tags . even if you tg sth stupid ii wont really go reply . unless ii know you . or you kepp tagging untill ii dulan . what for go care your all with your stupid tags ? ii very statisfied with myself . you people not statified with me you pasal . get it ? dont come and spoil my tagbox . happyhappy ! date of th post : 110109 5:57pm bi's having his op nows . ii think . or maybe end already ? cause his op was at 9 . but it was delayed . cause he till can message me at 916 am ! ha . waiting for bi to message me . hope his op was a sucessful wants . iilovehim to th max ! think of nothing but hope for th best . guess he won't be going to school tml . ii shall stop here . need go daddy's shop already . its alredy four ! i'm sick and tired of staying in daddy's shop and help . primany three un till now leys ! roars ! but what can ii do . they say after you 16 want control you also cannot liiaos . so now is th best time to control you . thats why they are keeping me inside this 'wonderfull' home . zzzs . gtg toddles . buhhbuaiix . iilovebibi . hope his op will be a sucessful wants . ii want nothing but you . was happy when ii hear you say something . when ii say later my parents kp you how . ii was very statisfied with your reply ! and ii hope its true ! loveyou deepdeep ; miss you lotslots 060109 11:37am will always be remembered ! <33s 你走了 換一個寂寞 和我對坐 搖晃的 開著的門口 冷風來笑我 這一場 支離破碎的夢 是不是你想要的結果 痛過 傷過 好過沒愛過 就是我現在的感受 傷口再痛 痛不過 背叛的傷痛 淚水再多 多不過 你給的冷漠 我站在你給的角落 看透你虛假的溫柔 我知道這一次 我還是不懂 你走吧 別又再回頭 說你難過 這一次 不會再接受 廉價的笑容 這一場 支離破碎的夢 是不是你想要的結果 痛過 傷過 好過沒愛過 就是我現在的感受 傷口再痛 痛不過 背叛的傷痛 淚水再多 多不過 你給的冷漢 我走到你給的盡頭 領悟你所謂的承諾 我知道為什麼 從不說愛我 別再用那眼神看著我 讓我走 不要再傷害我 還給你要的自由 是種解脫 傷口再痛 痛不過 背叛的傷痛 淚水再多 多不過 你給的冷漠 我站在你給的角落 看透你虛假的溫柔 我知道這一次 我還是不懂 傷口再痛 痛不過 背叛的傷痛 淚水再多 多不過 你給的冷漠 我走到你給的盡頭 領悟你所謂的承諾 我知道為什麼 你從不說愛我 ima back for a quick post . tml is bi's op . actually ii aint that scare wants . he luhs keep saying what later fail cannot walk and some other stupidstupid thing make me scare also . -.- bi tml th op will be a sucessfull want okehs . dont worry too much . after op message me okehs . well ii made bi jealous and heart broken agains yesterday night . sowiies love . like what you say ii rather tell you then you feel jealous than you find out yourslef you'll be more angry aiites ? haiihhs . if ii every night talk to you dont know what will happen luhs . first night talk to on th phone till around 2plus . you cried . second night ii made you felt jealous and heart broken . zomg . whats this mahnsx ? double you tee eff luhs . fuckk all this things hardhard mahnsx . giving me so much trouble . you got school ii got school . dont want you pon . ii cant go out . boos ! howhowhow ! some more you stay punggol not nearby leys . haiihs . love you deepdeep ; miss you lotslots . :D date of th post : 100109 3:30pm hellohhs hellohhs ! sorry for not posting yesterday . due to th shity time table luhs ! ii shall post about yesterday and today buhs . thursday 080109 school was alright .urhmm dint really rmb what happen . only remember ii meet hubby . hehs . bi sorry for making you cry yesterday . ii dint mean to make you cry . real sorry . sorry for not being a nice&good girlfee . although you always let me win . but ... ima lost of words . dont think too much about th op on sun . it will be a sucess one okehs . nothing will happen to you th . stop thinking that it will fail and you cant walk anymore . think it positivly . will sucess one okehs . you better learn your lesson and stop jumping here and there . then this kind of things won't happen okehs . loveyous luhs ! about next tuesday th thing . i'll see how first then ii tell you agains . friday 090109 school was alright stupid magkala keep saying ii eating in class . what th hell . tell you dont have already still keep asking me to spit whatever ii eating in th biin . in th end nothing then paiisehh ask me go back to my seat . see properly then come say people luhs . new teacher means cant bully uhs ? th newer th more i'll bully you okehs . stupid dumb shorty !!! suppose to meet bi today agains but haiihs ... neverminds mood wasnt there when ii knew bi cant come . whywhywhy . neverminds his at song ka nows . ii just came back from stupid novena mommy want to buy new set of sofa . ii miss bi like hell luhs . he luhs keep saying he scare his op fail. then ii keep thinking about it then mood always not there . roar ! wellwell todays post is already very long . last para for bi . all this post about bi ha . Bi : sorrys for what ii have done to make what you felt yesterday . dint mean to make you cry also . sorry sorry sorry . ii loveyou okehs ! mwarks . sorry for all those attitude that iive shown . 1% love me only rights ! roar . ha , ii know th other 99% love me deeply aiites ? haha . woaiinii mwarks ! heyluuuuus ! currently in school labby . finish work liiaos . so can use inter . best bodoh . finish can use . last time mahathir don't let wants . he so bad. but ms lau allow . dont know how to spell her name luhs . mahathir now also down here . hopefully he doesnt see this . sister wants me to find vivien . walked all th classes of sec 3 and ask . no such person -.- gahs . HAPPY 9TH MONTHS ! hah . although w/o you for 9 months . shouldnt be so happy th . but gahgahs neverminds luhs . neverminds . since you find your another half and you're happy tehns good for you . and iive found mine toos ! yilin really looklike me los . ima not th only person who said that . brother said sth . your taste never change . haha nothing much to post about nehsx . siiansxsiiansxsiiansx . later got EBS . first lesson of EBS yohhs . today end school at 4 . siiansx . later got lunch . tml after lunch jiu go home luhs . ii think . this school sux luhs . DR ONG . mr ong become dr ong what th hell . short form people DOC ONG ! read properly DOG ONG ! hahs . me and swthrts fringe get cut . fuckfuckfuck ! only th sides get cut . grrr . swthrt one is her whole fringe get cut . double you tee eff luhs . well ii think ii shll stop posting here . iilovebibi 060109 11:37am date of th post : 070109 12:24pm hellohhs ! sowiies for ignoring this blog for a few days . school timetable sux okehs . fuck it hardhard mahsx . so late end school . roar ! school have started 2 days already . not so boring as ii thot . had combine recess which ii hate it . secondary 1-5 all same recess . ii might as well stay in class . rather then go squeeze with more than a thousand people . class not much people . will ching yang me shaun and eleen . bibi peii-ed me talk ferhh th pass few days of recess . he sprained his leg . so yeahs he stayed home . no school for him . so recess called him to talktalk . tml have PE . lalalals . wonder which other two class pe woth us . all th teacher that ii dont even know . or new teachers that just came in my school . knows my name . gahs ! ii think is that stupid black go tell mangkala my name wanns . mangkala today first day in school leys . never even talk to her . should be that blacky go tell her my name wants . neverminds forget about it . iilovebibi ! 060109 11:37am is effing loved ! DERRICK CKH is mine okehs ! hohohos wells back . since you say small cute . then why you mind people calling small ? small cute then why still care ? lols . lame siia . neverminds . da ren bu ji xiao ren guo . ha . okehs . below here is th home tutors for every class . Class Name of Home Tutor 1/1 Mrs Lim Siew Luan 1/2 Ms Tan Yan Ling 1/3 Mr Seet Cheng Chiang 1/4 Ms Carolyn 1/5 Ms Rubiyah Biamin 1/6 Mr Tan Kok Heng 1/7 Ms Lim Qing Yi 1/8 Mr Mohd Suhaimi 2/1 Ms Siti Suraidah 2/2 Mdm Norani 2/3 Miss Karin Wong 2/4 Mr Marvin Leung 2/5 Mdm Kalavathi 2/6 Ms Huang Hui Ling 2/7 Ms Vernice Palai 2/8 Ms Sharon Lam 3/1 Mr Daniel Loh 3/2 Ms Zaidah Ibrahim 3/3 Mrs Josephine 3/4 Mr Robin Yap 3/5 Mdm Rosilawati 3/6 Ms Junainah Hamid 3/7 Mr Chan Chee Hoe 3/8 Mrs Grace Low 3/9 Ms Clara Wong 4/1 Ms Eileen Koh 4/2 Ms Olivia Low 4/3 Mr Shafie Ahmad Zin 4/4 Ms Nancy Ng Li Khoon 4/5 Mrs Suzy Ang 4/6 Ms Shelia Ther 4/7 Mrs Tan Shiow Ling 4/8 Mr Jason Soo 4/9 Ms Tan Zhen Zhi 5/1 Miss Lim Bee Hwee 5/2 Mr Choo Chee Siong okehs . done . ms zaidah . my home tutor .got people to argue with los ! ahahaha . GOLDFISH ! pathetic fangling . her home tutor mr loh that stupid chang ying . only know how to kpkb . pathetic . hohohoos . camp will be on 21st jan . cross country and cheering comp is on 13march .(think so) wanted to chat with dardarl on th phone yesterday after his work once he reached home . butbut his daddy ask him wash clothes .and he needs to bathe . so yeahs dint chat with him . okehs stop here . date of th post : 030109 3:45pm school starting on monday ! yay ! miss usual cliques . tyvm shaun . hohos siiansiiansiian . most of th students return to school today aye . hohohos . my school start only on monday . oh yeahs poeple no more starting of school at 9am . so shit luhs . cause they say wed have more late comers than normal starting days . lols . neverminds . if not ii also almost latelate . start all normal time better no need end so late . then ii can sleep . yay ! ha . tired okehs . not pig . well can't find suitable blogskins for dardarl leys . howhow ? aiiyos . jialat nehsx . but ii must go find . ii promised him .chatted with him yesterday night . actually could chat more th . his daddy don't like him talk on th phone . so yeahs . couldn't chat much . after hang sleep . around four plus brothers came back with big brothers girlfee . his girlfee spent her night here . guess she's still sleeping . -.- ii must stop here . ii need go find blogskins for dardarl . shall stop posting here . oh yeahs HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ! 17 years old alraedy yohh ! yesterday spent his night with his friends and blabla at Ehubs Kbox . he actually booked one room for like around 600+ going to 700 . ex luhs . date of th post : 020109 3:45pm |